New Direction

Well originally I created this blog in hopes that my hubby would want to contribute to it and let all his family and friends who even bother to check this thing, know how life is going, but sadly I am the only one who does any updates. I doubt Manuel even knows where to find this website or how to long on. So after you take all that in, you can see why my decision for the following occurred. From this I decided to make this blog more from my viewpoint on everything. I will, of course, put numerous updates on what is going on in our lives, but I will also include things that I think about… things about being a wife, mommy, and just life in general. I won’t bore you with all the details now; you will have to read it later. lol

Lately I have had a whirlwind of feelings about everything. I have basically been a single parent for the last month and a half. While I am ever so grateful for Manuel’s job and all the money he brings in, Aubree and I rarely see him. He is usually working from 9am-9pm 6 days a week. On his 1 day off, he usually spends it sleeping or golfing. I seriously have to give props to all of the single mothers out there. It really makes me appreciate everything my own mother had to go through. Now, I’m not saying that Aubree is a difficult child or anything like that, it’s more that I just never get a break. I really never have time to myself. Now don’t get me wrong, I love spending my moments with Aubree. I am very blessed to have such a loving child, someone who wants to spend all their time with me—even potty time, but I would love to have my hubby home sometimes so I can go get a pedicure or even something as simple as take a nap without having a knee in my back or getting kicked in the eye. I guess every parent goes through this right?

Now, don’t go on thinking I am complaining about my life. I’m not one bit. I love my life. Sure I don’t love everything single thing about it, but who does?

We are looking into buying a new Matrix from his dealership and as soon as we get that and get settled into our payment we will be able to start looking for our own place to move. I can’t wait to have our own home to come to… not have to worry about what I am wearing when I get out of bed or who is ringing the freaking doorbell at 9:30. Soon enough everything will come together :)

I could go on and on about things right now, but I guess I will leave you with this for now.

xoxo
Kim